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Jul. 6th, 2007

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Damn I am so damn exited today, im gonne meet the love of my life tomotrrow!!!, and im so exited about it, and so damn nervous!!! (what do i do, what do i do?!?!?!)i mean, there is tons of things to get ready, oh my god!!, ill be like so crazy tomorrow, i mean, just trying to get everything ready, i mean my baggage, my clother, my shoes, the stap on! hahaha kidding!, o course this implies sex, but u know, its just not entirely about it, i mean, there is tons of stuff i want to meet about him than just his dick, which is pretty awesome! (yep, saw it already hihih), is just that i feel there is some kind of connection between us, he has place his confidence in me , just talking about tons of stuff, personal life, couples, friends, weork, i mean everything, he just have been so fucking damn cute with me, he tell me everything, and he has made me feel something that i havent felt in a long long time, i cant say i am in love right now, but i feel like im getting there, i just wanna place all my effort on thet, and i just hope everything goes well. he just came out of a relationship, and i dont thik he wants to start one right now, i do understand thet and i accept it, but i have this illusion in my heart that he will get to love me, oh god, that would make me so fucking happy, and i need this happiness in my life, i havent shared a lot of thing mrom my life on this journal, i will do it hopefully later on, but i havent felt like it was the perfect time for that, i dont like to rush things up, but i dont know, i heve been feeling this from long time ago, and i just need a damn ffacking way to let it all out, that would be a lot of help to me, everyone needs a bleeder, and i guees this might be it for me. but anyway, lets not change the main subject, cause otherwise ill start crying sniff sniff.

there could be a million thing i could say about this guy, but there is no space enough on this journal, cause there is no space enough, no time enough, and no words to describe him.

anyway, lets see how things turn.

(Whish me luck!!)

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Jul. 3rd, 2007

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Fucking Photoshop!!

I have been trying to remember how to use photoshop again (yes, i forgot how), but this stupid piece of crap doesent let me use it, i can load and image and everything, but if i want to edit something, no matter which tool i select, a fucking hand keeps apearing when i move the cursor on the pic, its really frustrating, cause i really want to remember :(, anyway, i will keep trying and all to make this thing work. if i succeed u will see the pix posted here.

Tough luck to me i guess.

PS. Imondo, hope your eye gets better, and remember there is a new sun rising everyday, keep your head up, dont let anyone or anything let you down. BE HAPPY sweet bear!!!

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Leather - Bear

hey guys, look what i found on youtube.com, it´s preety cool and awesome, made me realize how much i miss Caleb :(.

Enjoy!

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Jul. 1st, 2007

fer

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Puits ici je suis encore hahaha, nah que j'ai juste voulu partager une vidéo d'une chanson j'adore, ses "Tant pis" appelés et ai chanté par Roch Voisine, un gentil type canadien beau semblant (il vous est marié également idiot ! , hahaha). Merde!!

Quoi qu'il en soit, le poteau malade le lyrique, espèrent que vous l'appréciez trop comme le fais je. Rapporter les mémoires… : `(


Well here i am again hahaha, nah i just wanted to share a video of a song i adore, its called "Tant pis" and sang by Roch Voisine, a nice looking handsome canadian guy (he is also married u idiot!! hahaha) Damn!.

anyway, ill post the lyrics, hope you enjoy it too as i do. Bring back memories... :`(



Et si j’ai tort
De lire dans tes pensées
Où rien de beau ne m’échappe
A part toi
Et seuls quelques silences
M’effleurent encore
Quand je dors
Je n’ai plus de raison d’aimer

Et tant pis
Si je me détruis
Et je fais le tour
De tes mots
Tes promesses et tes envies d’ailleurs
Et tant pis
Si tu m’interdis
D’être pour toi
L’unique objet du désir
Même obscur

Et fier ou non
Là n’est pas la question
Et je n’attends rien de tes ombres, tes efforts
J’ai pris au soleil le feu qui manque à ton corps
Et perdu ton âme à l’horizon

Et tant pis
Si je me détruis
Et je fais le tour
De tes mots
Tes promesses et tes envies d’ailleurs
Et tant pis
Si tu m’interdis
D’être pour toi
L’unique objet du désir
Même obscur

Je m’attends à tout sauf à toi
Je ne t’aurai jamais
Que pour moi
Et quand j’y crois
Ton cœur n’ose pas

Alors tant pis
Si je me détruis
Et je fais le tour
De mes mots
Mes faiblesses
Et mes envies d’ailleurs
Tant pis
Si tu m’interdis
D’être pour toi
L’unique objet
De ton désir
Je reste pur
Malgré mes blessures.
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Brujas en Monterrey??? :S

Estaba urgando por ahi ciertos videos y me encontre con este que salio en primer impacto sobre supuestas "brujas" volando sobre los cielos de Mty!! OMFG!!!


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Jun. 28th, 2007

fer

Luv Luv Luv!! ^ ^

Hoy me paso algo muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuyyy xido jijiji, solo eso kiero escribir, ya ke fue lo mejor del dia, yeah!!!!!!!!.

Pues bien alguien me dijo ke me AMA!!!! si, leyo ud bien, me AMA!! y kiere todo conmigooo wooohooooo!!! y yo tmb!!

yes ke dia mas way!

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Have u ever been in love??

Nice day today, i woke up early, and  suddenly one of my best friends starts typing me via IM, damn i was so happy to talk to him, he sounded pretty well, even though he has had some rough times,  i talked to him all morning, about this and that,  and how can love life  can be miserable sometimes... but there is always  a new sun rising the next day, a new opportunity lo love and be love in reciprocity, that made me wonder, have i ever been in love?, but really in love... and i started to remember, and yes, one time, only one time i have ever been in love, true love,... but i was not  loved back... i remember how my heart shattered that time, and how i still remember the pain... i don´t know why i havent been able to fall in love again...maybe  i have not met the right people, or maybe is not the right time.. who figures... i can barely remember the feeling, but i  don´t even know if what i remember is real o not...

Anyway, maybe i did not fell in love for many reasons, and i don´t care much about it,  cause that is in the past, now, i have a new day, a day to be remembered, the sun shines again, the birds chirp, and why not give me the opportunity to open my heart again to love...?? well, i am, i will do it, i will loosen the lock of my heart, so it can be easily open, but not for anyone, just for the right key... a new day has come to change things once and for all, i will be different on that matter from now on............. May love come when the time is right...
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Ke dia ke dia :DDD

Ni como empezar, tanto ke decir, tanto ke escribir y las palabras no fluyen de mi mente, sol akella obscuridad ke nubla mis pensamientos y no deja ke la luz sea reflejada en este diario, pero weno, a xin.... a su maie jaja

Ps el dia del 26 de junio del 07 me fue de maravilla, pues como siempre me lo pase en los chatrooms del IRC (si, todavia existe jaja) solo ke io me conecto al servidor  del emule españa, la verdad me la pase guay con mis amigos españoletes (juas! jaja), la neta son super divertidos, sakan cada putada (pendejada) ke te cagas de risa jejeje.  Pero no solo me la paso en el IRC, si no tambien en el MSN IM, me la pase hablando con mi amigote el mondo casi toda la mañana y con mi otro amigote el Edgar jijij, joer nunca los dejo trabajar en paz jaja,  y ps hablamos y bromeamos toda la mañana de mil de cosas, (luego les pego las conversaciones ;).......jajaja no se crean), aparte andube metido en una de las paginas del mondo, viendo sus pix jijiji, si lo c, soy un metixe, pero ps el pone la direccion en su msn y ps io solo le doy clic jajaja, anyway, vi a alguien ke me parecio interesante en una de las fotos, y ps le pregunte al mondo kien era y ps ke me dice (XDD) como se llama y todo, y ps entonces le pedi ke le diera mi direccion de correo electroniko ps pa ke me agregara, se tardo como 2 horas en agregarme jajaja, pero weno lo hizo, y ps nos hexamos una platicada de muxas cosas, ps ia saben pa conocernos mejor, osea gustos y todo eso, y ps me parecio mas y mas interesantee jejeje (ke fuerte!!), no! en ese sentido no (o si?? :S).

Despues pues me fui a comer ya supertarde, como a las 4 y pelos, a pero kien me manda estar platica y platica vdd, jajaja, en fin, ps me fui a comer con unos amigos, ellos pagaron todo jeje, ps ellos me invitaron...era lo justo no? jajaja, no la vdd es ke no me dejaron pagar, y ps weno, comi un pollito a la paresana (si, me encanta la comida italiana, ñam ñam!! :9) y ps no la pasamos platica y platica en el Bennigan´s (ke fue a donde fuimos a comer) hasta como las 8, porke ia nos dio pena estar ahi jaja, ps weno nos fuimos a casa de uno de ellos y ps le seguimos un rato la platica.

Mas tarde regrese a casa y ps me puse a ver tele un rato y ps a seguirle en el IRC y el MSN jajaja ( si nunca aprendo jejeje) y ps de rato me encontre al majete que habia conocido por medio de mondo, y ps seguimos la platica y todo, la neta me cayo super bien, se ve ke es un xico buen pex, neto, sincero, buen rollo, osea me super encanto ( jajaja ke joto me lei jajaja xDDD) , pues me cayo muy bien la neta.

PS:GRACIAS MONDOOOOOOOOOOOO  !!

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